Serious:

At times, I wrestle with myself; not the beating-up, self-lacerating, kind of wrestling you see on Spike. What brings me to sudden silence, and long absences, is the kind of wrestling not written, or viewed. It is for the confessional, the serious-minded, spirit, clinging to a battered boat.

My emotions (lately) are as windswept as the reflective memories of a Katrina survivor. [If the house I live in could be seen as analogous, I'd board up my heart, and apply for disaster relief.]

Each day, each hour, brings another storm.
There is little I can do to change those I love.


My family is in "serious" trouble...

...and, my absence is only temporary.


In order to be here [here, being, this space] I have to calm myself, gird myself, like a strong levee.


There are no rehearsals, or reversals.


**

I don't like how I've been feeling. Even to myself, I'm a burden.

I've scattered myself; blown myself, into the wind.

Like dust, an Urn on the Mantle...crying, crying,...



...flying, away.


Hold on, Son, I imagine him saying to me.
Instead, each day is a contest of Wills...

..a contest I'm sure to lose.



Fin~01/06/09~9:19PM

**

~x~

Jesus Christ! ...and, I thought it was just the Flu!!:

click photo to enlarge. lol!
~x~Adam 2-1/2.
o1/06/09.~6:54PM

Okay. Tell me the truth:

Are you as tired of me
as I am?

(good.)

That means it must be time to Change....

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Confession: I'm not as in love with myself
as you think.
I'm time weary...still working on it, friends.

~adam#2-1/2.

SHORTBUSnormal Is Gone!

However, each day, I'll be posting his Videos..Starting from the beginning!

You'll find him in my Profile(wink*)
Love yez,
SinfullyAnon.

ShortbusNormal's FINAL video:




"In Transit"

....message sent.

Click me!

The Tipping Point (...In the Life of a Blogger)

Everything Falls into Place:

Okay.
So, I may not be the swiftest duck in the pond --(but, who IS,
anyway?)--and, Momma may have told me not to come...(jus' kiddin'
Ma!)...

...but, there comes a day when, [ yes, my
furry-sexy-friends] every little-gosh-darn thing falls into place and
instead of talking like some maddened political hack, gone wild, all of
your sentences (bold as brick) fly as free as the wind, as subtle as a
B2-Bomber..

..and, even that, is just right..(but, further to the Left, in 2009!:)

And, so:

Do not dismiss these ravings. I'm fucking on to something..and, if the Wind blows right, it may turn out to be:

Perfectly, Imperfect.

:)
Happy New Year.
LOVE yez, all,

SinfullyAnon, nevermore (Hawwwwwk!)
(also known as ShortbusNormal, Poetheadsup, and TV2guy @ YouTube)

Da LIST!

Hello.

If you're new to my blogs, or me, this post will seem like an invitation to seek me even further than you've ever had to seek another blogger. (Then, again, if you've spent only a little time reading me, you've probably realized I have an odd affinity with run-on sentences, which in the blog Universe are a number-one causal factor in boredom, and not only that: run-on sentences, induce sleep, and just may cause you much harm in the Real life world of English Teachers and spank-crazy, schoolmarms.)

(breathe....)

So, if you know me, you know I've been agonizing upon what (WHAT?, Sinfully, are you going to do with all these bloody-blogs!????:)

Later on today, I'll be back. (Yes..My nephew turns 11 today, [Birthday Party!] and I must be going!)....

...Later, I'll present "Da LIST" [note: Da List, is a List of Keepers! Meaning: The blogs I shall continue to Post on. The Main Blog & its naughty companions.]

It's time to make some Changes, friends & peeps & frienemies! (..frienemies? You know who you are..You're not reading me{or, maybe, you are:}

See ya later.

~x~SinfullyAnon
01/03/09~8:50AM

Frozen In Time...and, The Angels are Laughing!:)

....go!....[see da sidebar,k?]






~x~

Happy New Year, Friends!

The Best is Yet To Come.
I'll be here...there, and everywhere.

You know me: Forever,Adam.

x,sinfullyAnon.

"Gone" [Part TWO]:

Take it all in...

...and then, let it go:




With love, this day
and always,

adam/SinfullyAnon. here too! <

And,...you can also "click" the blog-post title..and, enjoy the Journey. Do You Know What Quoz is???????????????
OUT THERE,baby. On The Road.xx


And, again: A lot of what has been before (adam, cain, Will, etc. etc.) can now be read/viewed all in one place! [Ain't that the Cat's P.J.'s..puss-puss:]..and, that place would be here>> ON-SUGAR "CLICK"

And, if all that were not enough to read in one night! Travelin,' baby...you can end-up here [pun-intended]..and, read a Winter's Tale (revised really)..A New Year's Story (can you say, "Paul & Amber")...yep! Their baAAAAAaaak!

Right here >> click!

[Tell me, truthfully: Do you care about any of this? Why do I poll these things? Who am I, Bill Clinton?? (not!:)]

Gone (part One):

Stay, fuckin', tuned.

Dat Guy, is dead!

(wink*)
~x~SinfullyAnon.

Just a short note:

I exported "Paula's Confession/Jennifer's Mom" blog over to Wordpress. Now, it's paired with the Jennifer Blog.

Jennifer's tale continues...at Wordpress, as well.
(she's just as "naughty" as her Mom! )

Genes Matter.
~x~SinfullyAnon.

When I think of her eyes, and what they take in...

...everything is just as it was and always will be.

She sleeps in a blue colored dovecote and runs through green colored fields, getting closer;

pulling me closer...

...endlessly, into her arms.


Somehow, we always awaken together:

shared, merged .... a fantasy, uninhibited, sipped like a glass of new, red wine.

Her eyes behold the same things I've taken in.

Our merging, has emerged, in Love.

ShortbusNormal's latest(wink*):

I'll be saying more about this later, I know; ...

...however, at Christmas, it seems more important than ever.

I was touched today, beyond belief, when my Father handed me a Christmas Card, and within it expressed his love & pride in me.

A small moment, with huge returns..

As a blogger friend of mine says, at times,

"Life is good. It's very good."

**
Love to all, this Holiday Season.

~x~SinfullyAnon.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! From The GHOST of CHRISTMAS PAST:

ADAM!!!! (oh no! Not again...:)

~x~sinfullyanon/adam(?)

Fun With PhotoShop #2:

Happy Holidays!


~x~SinfullyAnon.
(On leave, till further notice. see: previous post.)

Take Me Away

It's not just a feeling anymore.
It's a knowing which knows a train wreak before it occurs.

The heart clutches up,
unable to stop those wheels from turning...

...And, all your worries and words
are screamed at the sky,
unheard.

Take me away now. And, only to leave what's of value.

~x~SinfullyAnon --12/20/08

By God, I Hope so!

Aquarius

---

You're in a great place to deal with personal or family issues -- your own sense of centeredness is quite strong, so you ought to be able to reach out and make some positive changes.

**

more later...as always.

~x~SinfullyAnon. 12/18/08 --1:37PM Ps: Here's a fun little game to play. For the Holidays:

"Winter Bells" <<

Decision Time....

...But, first: "The Trouble With Boo" (a fiction)

"Click me"

~x~SinfullyAnon...and,boo.

There are no Problems, Only Solutions!:)

Considering the "Twittishness" of my posts lately, it'll come as no surprise I've been giving lots of thought to all the blogs I have floating out there in (what I've come to call) The Universe of Blogs,
or "The Matrix."

I've reached a point of "Closure"...(maybe not, in my personal/family life; however, that will probably never be something complete..a death, a loss, can linger, unchanged)...in many of the blogs I've loved posting on, but still want to hold on; still want them "out there,"...I never want those pieces of myself to disappear..never.

And, so, I've come up with a solution.

Still working on...however, when I'm done I'll guide you still, and with hope & love, I hope you'll continue to follow me.

(more later)

Go vote...(see the sidebar.)
!~x~! ~SinfullyAnon.

Closure.

The Question of Closure.

(more later)

~x~

Blush*

Click to enlarge!
~x~SinfullyAnon. 12/08/08
another story is coming!