December 2, 2008

traveling....searching, again.

 
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PS: Alright. I'm a bit calmer now.
See: "Boo" in the sidebar. That is where you'll find me.

(never give up..no matter what:)

8 comments:

Life's Follies said...

That's very deep. If you ever need to chat just let me know.

sinfullyanon said...

I've moved....

...Sometimes, you just gotta travel.
You know?

:)

Miss. said...

I like that :)

Christine said...

I don't understand ... you are leaving???

sinfullyanon said...

I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I'm doing.

I have so many blogs which I've left.
And, yet, I never really leave.

(an aversion to clicking the "delete" button, I guess.)

I'm a pain in the ass. Too frustrating for anyone to keep up.

(a burden...)

My readers are my only friends.

(I couldn't be more lost in life; and, yet again, so expansive.)

I'm going burst, eventually..

..too tired of never knowing myself; and, buying into those voices that tell me I'm useless.

I wish I had a magic wand. It would be so simple than. I could just go back to the start with a wave of my hand..


..Impossible.

There is only acceptance, forgiveness, and the will to move forward.

Honestly:

I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I'm doing.

**

What I do know is:

This blog, just like many of the others, is still here for whenever I decide.

I'm sorry. I hope you don't mind my reading & commenting. I'm always "posting" somewhere. I guess, I always will be.

smile*
We gotta stay positive,aye?

Christine said...

WOW ... I don't what it was that you said exactly ..... but something rang so ture that I find that I have tears ...

-eve- said...

Coool cool. I like that last comment of yours, Will :-)
'Acceptance, forgiveness and the will to move forward' - very well said. Keep going - ai yah, I remember saying this before, that for me, I've found truth in Jesus, and hope you find yours too.
Btw, was reading a good story yesterday, and it fits in with our 'just wish we could go back to the start' feelings - dunno if you've heard it? The gist of it is that there's this woman with a 'past', and Jesus speaks to her (and no one else will speak to her cos she's ostracized cos of her past, which makes her keep repeating her past cos no one gives her a chance). And just cos he spoke to her, it changed her life - acceptance and forgiveness. That's what makes things ok for me - that unless you look back, the past doesn't matter, 'cos when we come to God, he accepts and forgives us. So let's just ignore the ppl who try to say 'you are your past', cos it's not true. You can be anything you choose, Will :-) Fly :-)

sinfullyanon said...

Still here.
Still writing.
Still Thinking.
Still Living.
Still Fighting.
Still Loving.
Still............................>

~x~SinfullyAnon.
Thanks, Christine, Eve, and
all my readers, followers, and friends!